obedience towards God
haha hello :-)!
today is the 29july! ( monday, teehe! )
yeap ok so yesterday i went for hfh :-).
since last week, i've already had this burden to go for hfh, but my friends last min pangseh me, so i thought: " mmhmm, if they don't go then i also bah.... "
then yesterday ( 28july, sunday )
as usual, i was at home nuaing, & then i saw Paklin's tweet ' 35(?) retweets and i'll go for hfh ' then something striked me,
because i've this burden to go.
then i tell God; " God if you want me to go, give me a sign, & i'll go "
cause i was on my instagram, and when i opened my eyes and scrolled to the next picture, i saw this junior with her family botak.... i was like wow God.... then i 'ok then, i cannot deny it ;-)! '
but when i reached there, the registration was closed already :-(.
but since it was God's calling, i went to J and Jas with js, bx, pl and lionel at there shave. ( it's still part of hfh too, there's this email thingy :p -> lazy explain )
and then, when we are on our way there, i really doubt a lot because if God want me to go why the registration close at that time, then i asked God again, " God if you REALLLY want me to, show me a person botak before we reach the barber shop. "
haha, after that, i was looking out for botak people, but none, and when we were reaching the bus stop, i saw this man botak crossing the road! i was likeee; " ok....... :) "
i was quite scared but, when i was shaving i had that calmness and stillness in me, and i can't be more thankful than enough.
mmhmm... after reading this, some people might think i'm insane, doing this for God that don't even exist, and for that you're wrong haha :-). This God does exist, so many changes in my life that are nearly impossible became possible because of this God in my life.
if you know me, i have this silky long hair light brown hair that i really love & some people really envy a lot. and for me to really cut away this precious hair it's really heartbreaking ( i mean who doesn't?! girl's hair are their precious :p ).
i'm pretty sure many of you who know me will be like ' huh you will shave meh haha? your hair so nice. ' but i did, i did, because of obedience to God.
then the next question people will ask is; " shave already then what? God will use your hair do wig meh? "
haha nope dears, i believe this incident will allow God to work through me and to be salt and light for others :). && i'm CERTAIN, God will do great things through me.
this obedience to God will lead to so many testimonies to come!
hehe, ok, this 3rd August there's this special service at Axis Auditorium from 2-4pm. it's " KEEP CALM AND LOOK UP "
I'm sure many of you are going through stress now, and this would be relatable and fun for you!
special service :-).
tweet me @JasmineTohSuMin if interested ;-)! do come down alright, i'd love you to know this God that gave me the courage to shave my hair ( you don't have to though :p )
ct3.
hello :-)! it's common test week, kind of shag, haha!
after school, return home :P ( good girl right?! ) jk! haha.
this week, i monday and wednesday didn't attend school, well part of the reason why is because i was sick, and the other part is fear.
but after talking to Erica about it, i think God is putting me to a test haha, my faithfulness towards Him. to know that He is God.
then wednesday i never go school mah! haha! i went to meetup with a girl to collect my mint knitted pullover :D.
i realise i spent a lot on carousell alr.
$10 -> Aztec tribal dress.
$16 -> Maroon skater skirt + blue/white dress.
$9 -> Mint knitted pullover
$4 -> Tote bag
wow, total of $39 for 5 items! worth it though!
ok hehe, yesterday lg was funny,
the two oldies never come ): .
they laughhhhhhh non stop, ;p.
gave Deborah lots of hugs ππππππ.
then today! sports day! haha!
the two dears: deb & ball surprised me with a tuner for my belated birthday present! i was.... speechless..... because though i keep saying i want tuner for present, but in my heart, i'll be like... aiya confirm mei you de :/! but they really took my words to heart and bought me a tuner! so really thankful for this two dears of mine <3.
then went for retreat with elevate games comm :)!
really enjoyed their company(fellowship).
went chomps to eat! hehe,
followed by going udders to surprise cal for her birthday celebration :D.
and they bought me an cookies&cream, ice cream too for belated birthday.
really am blessed :').
just wanna thank God for all these people He placed in my life! bringing me joy and comfort in all that i do!
; will update pictures soon :D.
;)
ok HAHAHAHAHAHHA.
can't believe i forgot what happened for the past few days.....
anyway! on Friday! ( 19/7 )
wore Malay costume in celebration( don't have ) for rhd! TEEHEE!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA, ok whatever, let pictures speak a thousand words.
then, after that had mf, lead mf, scary but thank You for this chance to lead haha.
service yesterday!
after service have NE prayer meet,
haha. had so much fun, esp when " alive " was played, danced like mad HAHAHAHA.
ok school later, sleeping soon.
gn.
grace grace
hmmmm, so sunday ( 14/7 ) i had tuition in the morning with Jessie! haha! in the morning mannnn, we were literally half-asleep.
was suppose to go out with shepherd and sheepmates after that, but some of them couldn't make it and was postponed ); , i didn't know where to go next as i didn't want to go home ( ops ) haah. then i decided to tag along cindy jiejie to her church service.
was so refreshed by the sermon that day, a total reminder for myself.
NOT ' I ' but You.
condemnation -> self-righteousness.
we shouldn't be self-centered, but we should be Christ-centered.
after that went to one-north, hmmm, Laurent Bernard Chocolatier cafΓ© :-). the chocolate there was mmmmmmdap, but at the same time expensive x-x, haha but got blessed because its not my money :x.
school tmr, kind of sian, but NO, it shall not be sian
end of with pictures thenn ;).
oh today went chomps, aiya eat with fam, hehe. then got cookies&cream pint udders HEHEHHE.
small actions yet significant.
hmm (: , time check : 0:28am
supposed to do my tuition homework, butohwell, after i blog then :p.
what has happened the past few days:
β’ mlg !
had lots of fun and good food with 2 new contacts :)! joey(skss) & rachel(pss).
β’sports day
xxx skipped training because she wanted to join us for sports day.
Lord i just want to thank You for her commitment towards You Lord, but God, also let her not always skip training, let her be a joy in her training, showing love to her hockey mates, living a life that pleases You to be a salt and light in her cca (: . amen.
β’ service today, had region meeting.
service today was alright (; , there's 3 new contacts with us! thank You God for Your faithfulness! so touching to see 1, JUST 1 of the contacts to be touched by You Lord. but because of parental objection, but God! surely You will make a way for her! she desires to know You, so God let her come to know You even more :).
then after that had region meeting,
it's really comforting to know that our lifegroup has been growing, but God we pray for even greater growth, in terms of lg size growth & spiritual growth!
going out with shepherd and most of the sheepmates tmr ): , Minhui can't come, hais.
LG :)!
hehehehe ;).
oh and yes! small actions yet significant, so thankful for Nina earlier on.
she gave her cupcake to me even though she wanted it.
yes, it may be small, but yet significant in a sense that she cares and loves me without expecting anything in return :). so thankful to have Nina as a lgmate πππ.
sheepmates ππππ.
hehe! so today, we (sheepmates) went to bless erica with oreo cheesecake in the early afternoon arnd 2pm :-). we stayed at her house to talk hahahaha, and i found out terrapins/tortoise aren't as cute as it seems...... *shrugs* :p. before we left we prayed for her.
p.s: to ERICALEEYANYI jiayous for your chinese o' oral later on :)! do it #withJesus! then we left to 200 upper thomson road for little pancakes!
when we reach, to our disappointment, :(, it was close, sigh. ( stupid website never told me so ): ) but it's okay! thank G that there's udders there! so we had udders instead hehe! then we headed home and then most "suey" thing is erica was in the same bus as us, HAHAHAHAHLOL.
we all were laughing like mad esp when we view through erica's unglamorous pictures we took when she's in her pj :p! hehe!
really just want to thank God for this time of fellowship with my sheepmates πππ.
goodfood, bestcompany.
me+food= :D
shall end of here then :-)!
july.
wow, it's the month of july already.
1st week of school and all i can say is that i'm truly thankful. Lord, without Your presence and grace, i don't know what is my purpose in school anymore. thank You for being with me throughout my school hours and after school hours.
{prayer walk}.
had prayer walk this friday (5/7).
went to plmgs, sgs, hi, sk, sjc, edgefield, punggol and greendale
β’ as we were walking, i felt really tired but really just thank God for that strength You've blessed with me.
also just really thank God for blessing me with this sk committee :-). i can really sense that desperation for our school to have a revival! it's amazing how God works through us! i believe as we step into the 2nd week of school, God You will bless us with that courage to outreach and You will soften their hearts ;). to really bring the lost back to you.
{service} (6/7)
after service -> it was so funny hahaha.
stuffed the study "pack" into their bags.
played captain ball, that's about it.
{study?} (7/7)
went to serangoon central mac to study with cal, ray & jianwen, surpisingly when i reach i saw erica, fel and yw, lololol.
really let out some matters to cal.
β’ i don't know why i'm feeling like that, dear daddy God, please listen to cries and guide me, guide me out of this mess.
i don't want to sense that favour-ism between them, i don't want to feel that biasness from her to her.
think it in a different perspective? maybe i'm much more independent or is it i am not doing well...
well up and let out.
i think this is one area i have to die to;
stop being emotional.
- hmm, tomorrow going out :-).
see ya readers. YOUTH DAY TOMORROW.
prayer walk :-)!
sat #ootd
back2school w/ dan :D!
shepherd and sheep.
yay! was able to meet up with Klara today after school. mhmm, catching up about her lifes, and sharing testimonies about God! really wanting G to reveal Himself to her. even though her worries/problem, God make a way for her. and really just want to thank God, had gastric while fasting today, and when i meet Klara, it was still hurting, but really REALLY thank God for blessing me with strength to hold it until i went home :).
i'm so amazed by You.
You're so good God, so good.
shepherd & sheep.
