28february
thanksgiving:
really want to thank God the peace and comfort you've given me during this period of ct1. even though I didn't fare well in my ct1, glory still goes to you and thankful that i didn't fail all subjects (😂)
and thank you God for the time spent with my shepherd today, for spending time with me, sharing with me, listening to me, encouraging me, boosting me, and buying me macs haha!
despite her ankle, she came down to my house @ sk to spend time with me, to catch up on my life. being concern, not only my spiritual life, but my health, studies, and family.
so thankful for 牧羊人's unconditional love for me and thank God that You've placed her as my shepherd haha.
heart of thanksgiving
all glory goes back to God!
gna end my week with thanksgiving to the most high God.
ups and downs, even the most bitter sweet events that happened to me in this short week, I really want to thank you God.
•over my goodfriend that pushes blames to church activities when my results are not so good (which lead me to disappointment that my friend would not understand me)
•substaining me through the week
•over a classical quarrel/fight in my family between my most loved parents
•three souls have been saved in skss
•blessed with a study pack
• &more,
even through the smallest things, God, thank you :').
You taught me to depend on you, taught me to be patient, and you taught me to love.
as time passes, i still want to lean on You, trust You.
emotional week, but i've gotten through, hallelujah 😌(emoji)
prayer:
dear precious God, thank You for being ever so faithful and loving. You are the most high God that deserves unending praises and God you are the one i want to serve all my life. You have been great in my life, and i know You still will be. but i want to make it a point to have this heart of thanksgiving to You God! thank You for blessing me with people that sincerely care, concern about me in this period of time that unhappy things happened.
thank You God for being there with me, always, through mountains high or valley low, that when i'm crying You hear me, and You give me peace and comfort. and thank You for the harvest You have brought into skcomm and bless be Your name that Your kingdom will grow from glory to glory! Amen

Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. (Philippians 4:6, 7 NIV)
today's devotion on "worry"
it finally makes sense to me, why when someone is troubled, or something, people will go "take time to pray :-)" instead of consoling someone.
prayer creates peace within God, which allows us to be pause and think of WWJD, why and thankful for not being in the worst circumstance. & sometimes we will also be able to realise what God wants to teach us through the lesson.
God thank You for enlightening me,
You never ceases to amaze.
fear
it's been quite some time since i've blogged because i've been to lazy haha.
it's been quite a ride ever since 2014 begin, having to know that it's my O's and knowing the clearly i'm not as smart as the other kids in class.
breaking down in school, at home, crying out to God, it's so exhausting...
worst scenario of all, diagnosed with hypotension which isn't helping with the situation.
told myself to just put in effort for my studies, but I couldn't stop...
God, 我很累, i fear, someone who usually bochup about studies actually fears O's.
but God, i pray that i would have the spirit of fear, not fear of results, but fear of You, because results are worthless in Your eyes.
" Do not be afraid of those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul. Rather, be afraid of the One who can destroy both soul and body in hell. (Matthew 10:28 NIV) "
i'm also really thankful for the people God has placed in my life, the support, love, and care&concern they have for me, really fills me so much to pull me through the week.
God, this year, let there be complete trust in You that whatever circumstances there are, it's Your plan, & Your plans are to prosper, and not to harm me.
help me to become a pointer to You in school!
& God just really bless us with a harvest this coming ess, hearts will soften to come to know You, ☺️.