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chomps&udders 8/10, 9/10
meh, back to blogging, i'm too lazy, HAHAHAHA.
chomps and udders 2 days straight for me, meh HAHAHAHA.
done and over with EOY, food for celebration.
8/10 went with kutuarmy, I was 1h30mins late because i had lg before that HAHAHAHA, anyw i really enjoyed quality time spent with them, because they are the ones who accompanied me through the worst time of my lower sec life.
9/10 went with impurities, clique formed only this year, but really close :-).
well, i wasn't late, but the journey from my house bus stop to chomps with them was... n o i s y, not me, but them HAHAHAHAHAH.
#fatgirl98, meh.
but i really enjoyed the two nights, anyw thank you G for placing these people into my life. i not just only want to be friends with them but also be sisters in Christ with them, Lord may you just soften their hearts that they may come to know You, and to experience Your love and grace for them :-). Amen.
kutuarmy xx
impurities xx
:-) <3
NEC2 CT RETREAT 10/10
it's really been an honour to be serving in God's kingdom and a pleasure to be serving alongside with these pretty girls of NEC2 CT.
went to xinwang cafe at holland v to have lunch(Jo's treat, tgfy☺️)
I can't wait for what God has installed more for our lifegroup!
BATAM TRIP GETAWAY 1110 :-).
HAHAHAHA YES THE FINALLY LONG AWAITED TRIP.
it's really fun and interesting, and took a ferry there and back.
my first time of kart riding and daily dose of shopping.
quality time with fam and congratulating of ahyi/uncle of their new business there, may their business prosper!
after i'm back from my batam trip, it's school that week was noob? monday got school, tuesday no school, wednesday got school, thursday no school, friday got school, hahaahahahha.
on thurs, there was lifegroup, the next gen lifegroup :-)! served in the role teaching and it was terrifying x-x, but by God's grace i pulled through.
yay served in hopekids on sun as NE connectors!
really an honour to serve mehehehe, although i was really tired because i didn't have enough sleep that few days,
went to bugis junction to have Haagen Daz to eattttt, hehe.
ok bye, keeping this short because i'm having a headache, toodles.
VFC; planetshakers!
06OCTOBER.
went to Victoria Family Church @ Tampines on Sunday for a service that praise and worship is by P L A N E T S H A K E R S.
*sorry for late post hehe*
anyw, the whole experience was just so into it, it's like i'm really dwelling in God's presence, and the atmosphere is 👍.
i mean, praise and worship doesn't matter who is leading or what, it's giving your best and sincere praises to God.
but i think it was a really magnificent experience, anyw HAHAHAHA.
gna cut long story short, enjoyed my day, had fun laughing over dinner :-).
breakfast with love :-)!
" 要有爱心, 才会开心. ”
just want to thank God for showing me so much in this activity of serving in the community.
my first time serving in breakfast with love, i am sure to say that it was an extraordinary experience compared to the normal CIP in school and stuffs.
truth to be told, at first i was reluctant to go because it was like 730AM, and i had to wake up at 5/6AM which is like HUH, because even schooldays i wake up at 650, let alone a saturday rainy MORNING...
but at the end i think the spirit really prompted me to go, and indeed it was refreshing for me. what happened was, i was serving as an usher with the other peeps, welcoming, the elderlies, communicating with them and serving them food.
as far as i thought( at that point of time ) elderlies always have a 臭臭脸(?) haha.
but as i interact with them, i felt a struggle inside my heart, that i was taking so many things for granted. it was definitely worth it waking up at 5/6AM after seeing the smiles on their faces :-).
after bwl, those elderlies came to the cc to collect a box of daily needs back home, so some of us paired up and helped them to carry back home.
so me and haoyar paired up and helped this uncle carry home his package, and because he was walking very slowly as he was on crutches and quite a long dist from cc to his house.
on our way to his house, this ah gong so genuinely pour out his life to us. he told us about his past, what occupation he had and stuffs. then i asked some questions which his answers really led me to think a lot,
qn: " 你家里有谁?"
ans: " 没有啦, 我自己一个人住.. "
as i heard his reply, the first tear rolled down my cheeks, 80+ y/o, living by his own, with no children.
qn: ” 你在家里做什么, 看电视阿 ☺️? "
ans: " 什么电视, 都没有钱, 家里只有, 一个床, 两个椅子, 一张小桌子 "
i was thinking, huh... i can't possibly live with no tv at home, i asked him why and it's because he only get $450 a month from the welfare, this money is only enough for him to pay his rent, bills and food.
no companion, no entertainment, i can't possibly live my daily life without this, but yet at times i complain, i 嫌弃.
taking so many things for granted.... and yet he didn't, and yet he's thankful and contended for the things he have..
this really taught me when it means to be thankful.
God, i just really want to thank You for this experience, and the things You've blessed me with. God may you just bless this uncle, that he may walk with more ease... in Jesus name, amen.
faithfulness
" why not exam period don't go for churchy things? "
this was what my friends told me after our physics p2.
they told me " tbh right, don't take it to heart, i think you are very relax already, and you still want relax. "
" just for this exam period dont go la, won't die what... "
I'm not mad at them or anything :-), because i know they care.
results are important, yes I know. but it only last me for this lifetime, but God's faithfulness, love for me is for eternity.
truth to be told, i actually thought of not going for tomorrow's sports day and service on sat until i saw Joann's msg on NEC2 coreteam wa group:
such a reminded from God :)
it was totally God's timing, this love He had freely given, how can i ever deny it :).
i believe that as I put God as piriority, surely He will bless me too!
blessed to bless // [1OCTOBER{
brand new month, 2 more months to a brand new year, time passes really fast hmm. had emaths p1&2 today, totally fried.
anyw, had lifegroup today :-), tiring yet meaningful.
went to Christine's, Shannon's, Audrey's, Klara's and Yongwen's house for lifegroup today to bless them for the ongoing exams, most of them were home, except Klara.... or is she :/.
i was really kind of disappointed and weary, God am i not faithful enough? i am not spiritual mature enough to grow someone else, God i really don't get it...
yes, indeed I still have a lot to grow in, but i don't get why...
God, i'm not angry, but God i really want to now what you have in plan for her God.
pull me a lil' closer, take me a lil' deeper, I want to know Your heart.
shouldn't have even learnt about body language and psychology, should have just walk off and stop turning back.
dear Daddy God, i just really want to commit her into Your hands Lord, even though i may be her shepherd but God, You are the Shepherd of all sheeps. God really annoit me with wisdom on what to do and really show Yourself to her that You are real, and that You are good God...
soften her hearts, may she come back to Your loving arms again God, i just want to thank You for this sister and pray all this in Jesus name, Amen.
